My most sincere apologies. Not only to my readers but to every one in my life. I have been a bump on a log again. I go through these phases where I just can't motivate. I can't motivate to write a single stinking thing (
I'm terrified I'm going to get fired from the magazine :( ). Not a blog post, not an article, not even an email. I haven't read or responded to my emails in a while.... because I'm in some sort of mood where I hide from words or something. I don't know, it's weird. Writing is my outlet and I love it but when I get in these moods I just... can't. Block? I wouldn't know because when it's like this I just don't try.
Anyway, enough excuses I just wanted to apologize for my lack of being here. I'm working on getting my shit together. I feel my life is just incredibly disorganized lately and I'm at my last thread with dealing with it before I have a nervous breakdown. I need to just get it together... Ooooh what is going on with me now?! Urgh.
Hi I recently just found your blog. Just wanted you to know that you are beautiful and so if your baby girl! That picture of her in the cart is adorable ;) I'm sorry for everything that has happened and you need to be reminded it's okay to have those times. It's okay to not be okay some days and tears don't mean that your not going to be okay or have a bad day tomorrow. I wish I could give you some words to help you feel better but there probably aren't very many because I've never dealt with anything but just now it's important you have your you time and love that baby girl up! If writing is your outlet and you can't get the words out for a blog or emails then write in your own journal. Sometimes writing where people can read really changes what you were going to say in the first place and you need to just let it all out and clear your mind. When you feel like you just can't you do it...not because you want to but because you need too! I hope everything gets better for your from the bottom of my heart.
ReplyDeleteKelly Marie
Suck it up Marine Wife. You can worry about getting your sh*t together later. For now, you have a mission and you CERTAINLY are not a damn run-drop are you?
ReplyDeleteI don't remember much more "moto stuff". Mostly it just sounded like a lot of yelling. :) But you get my point. CONTINUE TO MARCH TOWARD THE SOUND OF BATTLE!
Carry on
I get in those modes myself some times. I want nothing to do with ANYONE. No texts, emails, calls, NOTHING. I just get sick of talking to people. It's exhausting. Glad to know you're hanging in there!
ReplyDeletehugs and prayers :)
ReplyDeleteYou have nothing to apologize for...it's called grieving/mourning girl and it's a process. You do what you need to day in and day out and don't ever let others make you feel bad or guilty for not fulfilling their desires (well intentioned or not). Always nice to see your "words" but when I don't, I'm simply praying for you and praying you're being gentle with yourself and your heart.
ReplyDeleteHey you have a LOT going on in life right now!! No need to appologize! Hope you have a wonderful day Mrs. P!!
ReplyDeleteI am in the exact same type of slump right now. I cant even bare to open up the NEW POST tab... oh well. Maybe next week.
ReplyDeleteon top of having a block, you are a freakin' mom! it is really hard to find time to ourselves let alone to blog! I feel like I am loosing (or just have completely lost ) my noodle so I feel ya!
ReplyDeleteNo worries, we're still here.
ReplyDeleteI hate writers block. I usually have to walk away from it all for a while until the funk passes and I can convey my thoughts into words again. Sunday is supposed to be beautiful. Beach day with Ariana?
ReplyDeleteAwe I'm sorry girl I hope everything gets better.. Th great thing about blogs is no matter how long your gone for were all still here when you come back. Hope you have a GREAT week.
ReplyDeletehope things are better. At least I can keep up with you on FB :))
ReplyDeleteIt happens in spurts as you have noticed its part of the walk, your walking and taking it all in. Enjoy it because really the biggest thing in life we can do is listen... so listen to your self and your heart.
ReplyDeleteyou don't ever need to apologizing for feeling the way you feel. we're all still here waiting to read your great posts!
ReplyDeleteapologize*
ReplyDeletesorry! haha I just caught it...